sakuragaara_gaarasakura pt3,4

pt 3,4
1.You’d think she would run if I stared at her. She didn’t.
2.You’d think she would cry if I hugged her. She laughed.
3.You’d think she would scream when I told her of my past. She listened.
4.You’d think she would hate me if I ran my fingers through her rosy pink hair. She hugged me tighter.
5.You’d think she would pull away if I looked at her. She met my stare.
6.You’d thing she would slap me if I kissed her pale and gentle lips. She pulled me deeper
Last time
She stopped shaking and smiled tenderly as she put her mug down and wrapped her arms round my waist. This made me deepen my breathing as I felt her soft skin on my clothing. Her fingers joined at my waist as she squeezed softly showing me that she was not afraid and didn’t want me to leave or be alone. She sighed in relief as I couldn’t bring myself to push her away.  
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      I saw her pink hair sway in the wind as she rested her head on my shoulder. Why wasn’t I mad? Why was I enjoying her embrace? Why isn’t she scared? “Sakura? W-why aren’t you scared of me?” She turned her head so her pale lips touched my ear.
“You’re all alone. Naruto is like you yet he can never hurt me. He needs me by his side. You don’t have anyone but your brother and sister but they don’t understand your loneliness. I do Gaara.”
“How can you understand? You can sleep. You have friends and people who care for you. You’re innocent yet powerful. I’m not. I am the hunted or was the hunted. They all tried to kill me. The whole village hated me. The whole village doesn’t fear you, hate you, and want to kill you.”
“But I understand nevertheless. I watched Naruto and Sasuke get stronger in each others rivalry from the background until I was forced to defend myself. You saw me get stronger. At home I am alone, my family misunderstand me. I may not be physically strong but mentally I am undefeated. I helped Naruto by being his friend but I could never be his lover like he wished of me. I didn’t feel that way about him. You need someone who cares for you, to love you. Naruto no longer needs that from me but you do if you accept it.” I just held her in my arms. Maybe she did understand. Maybe I wasn’t alone. I hugged her tighter as she started to shiver slightly. What am I doing? Why do I feel this way? What is the electricity I get from her touch? For once in my life I don’t feel hate.
    I had a sudden erg to tough her. Her hair looked soft and inviting. I ran the tips of my fingers gently through her silky pink hair. It seemed to glow in the dim light of the moon. She sighed into my neck whispering my name quietly. “Gaara…I-I love you” She pressed he face into the crook of my neck. She loved me? Nobody had ever said that to me before. A small tear trickled down her cheek and I wiped it away with my finger. I couldn’t see her face but I could tell by her breathing pattern that she was weeping quietly. Had she ever said that to anyone but Sasuke? How could she love me? I am an evil monster. That’s what they all call me. But she doesn’t care what they say. She isn’t scared. She shows no fear of me .Maybe that’s why I feel wanted when I’m near her. That gives me comfort, comfort that I have never felt before.